MEET UPS : April, May, September. ( 1 NP 29 January)
I was delighted to find I had been chosen as one of 10 shortlisted for the National Memory Day competition, sponsored by the National Memory Day Partnership.
I rarely enter competitions but when I saw this one I could not resist as I have written so much about my mother’s journey through Dementia.
Some instinct made me check my spam mail box and there was the email saying I had been shortlisted! It is my first national competition shortlist and I was so excited to have this recognition. I started writing about my mother’s Dementia in 2002 when she was first diagnosed; it was a way of coping with the emotions I had to deal with. Those early poems will never see further light of day, but I continued to write up to her death in 2012 and beyond. Two poems associated with loss, but not specifically her condition, were published in The Book of Love and Loss. (Belgrave press 2014.)
Time has allowed me to broaden my range of subject matter but I still find myself at times compelled to explore this part of the experience of being human.
This particular poem, titled “Mmm” at the point of the entry for the competition, I have retitled “Ellipsis” since. It was written recently and came about through homework for the Poetry Can group I attend where we had to write using a chosen punctuation as the basis. As soon as I heard this I knew I would choose the ellipsis as the punctuation and my mother as the subject.
(I have used the form of Villanelle and Pantoum before for their repetitive structures which seem to me to suit the mind of someone with Alzheimer’s.)
My shortlisted poem has no formal structure and is written in the first person as if it is my mother who is speaking.
So far this year I have read it at two events where I have been the guest poet. One was a storytelling event and the other a theatre event; this was so interesting as I was reading to audience which was not made up of poets! On both occasions people afterwards identified this poem as one of the poems that touched them.
On May 1st, I read as guest poet for the Wells Fountain Poets and this poem was included in my set. I have also been asked to share it with the poets attending the May workshop for Project 2017.